Tuesday, December 25, 2007

RBS Awaits!

Merry Christmas to everyone who might be reading this on Christmas day :D

Sorry I have to say that I didn't have the time to complete my end-of-year recap super-post that I promised I would come up with. The thing is, the bulk of what took place throughout the year can scarcely be described with just words alone. I cannot begin to recall how the year started, because right from the night we had Watchnight service during New Year's Eve, 2007 spun like an olden day camera that captured many aspects of my own character, my values, my integrity and what-not all on miles and miles of photographic film.

I made new friends, I lost contact with some, I did things I never thought was possible , and discovered many different facets of myself, both as a fallen person and a rescued son of God at the same time. Every time I think that I've made progress, I find that I only know so little. But for every obstacle that came, there was a reason behind it.

Along the way, God led me through the dense jungle of self-doubt and apathy to do things that would have certainly warranted a good 'No way that's gonna happen' from me just a year back.I had to take a deeper look at relationships, and see who are affecting me in the way I carry myself, and take charge of friendships that seemed to spiral out of control. It's scary sometimes, I have to admit. But I've made more than my fair share of wonderful new friends, and among them quite a number made a difference in my life.

Even now, so many problems remain unsettled, but I have to leave for RBS already. I haven't an inkling what would take place at HCC in the coming month, but I am eager, to see, hear and feel, just what God has in store for me because I thought NS was spiritually-challenging enough already. I pray though, that I would be able to adjust myself because my sleeping patterns had been off the charts of late due to the holidays. Even today I'm still sleeping late ;D Guess I'll have to replace my lost sleep during the trip up to HCC. One more day! RBS? Let's go!

1 comment:

kam*yu said...

GIRLFRIEND!!!!